Stillness / Unrelenting
Maybe the broken window in the short story is a symbol for
the fractured love between the father and his son,
or else the inability of the daughter to express her pent-up longing,
or maybe it’s the mother’s way of refusing to make dinner.
But maybe not — maybe it’s really about
the dog, who never quite got along with
the parakeet, who still secretly wishes it was
a cat.
But maybe that’s not it,
either, because maybe that broken window
means the teacher is getting tired of us and our
incessant need to find meaning,
you know, like that Barthelme story she gave us
to read the day Louis and Karen
broke up,
splashed their drama loudly
across the classroom, de-exchanging love tokens
in fits and hurls before the bell — finally — rang,
and we didn’t know what to say
and so Mrs. Levinson told us to just be
still,
be still,
be quiet,
and we had to read that story
about the school where everything from hamsters to grandparents,
in a predictable cascade of unrelenting angst,
simply, and without regard for our feelings,
expired.
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