The moon is showing
her naked butt-side as I walk home
asking, what is poetic about the moon
or back of something, the hung open
sky that is everything & nothing
like a moon or body, because
it's always poetry
when you say body or moon
& when you say butt
the line stops, music
split as though something inside
has broken, but the moon
broke long ago & we’ve forgotten.
So why is there a pleasure
in the wronging or the being
wronged? The toughness
in my great-grandmother's tongue
was like two moons once, avocado
& its seed, the body swallowing
generations to bear more
broken moons & when my love
grabs my ass so hard I think I feel
his hands reach the place where once
I carried life, there is a part of me
that looks up at the sky, mouth waxing,
body both the crater & the rock, body
both the birth & birthing, body because
when I say my my my enough,
my body enough possession realigns,
when I say my body, my ba ba ba ba,
I hear my Babushkas
who told me your behind
is dirty told me poetry
is clean & shining & not
about the body, told me yours
is not a place that one should touch,
taught me touch
is everything & touch
is love & touch is what the moon
is made of, so when my love
touches my ass & I admit
I like it, the shame of it,
the dark side & the light, shame
the waxing reach, shame
the opening & everything
it carries, life
& shit & shit
inside of life &
when my son came out of me
they feared he had already taken
a shit inside, but the first thing to emerge
was not a scream, the first,
from his two, tiny showing
butt-sides was shining,
black coal, a stone,
a poem, a body,
a brazen new moon
out of the old.
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