Window
You know how it is with technology:
you pull what you thought you wanted
to print from the tray, a stack of somebody’s
poems for your morning class,
& because you’re in a hurry you toss
them in your backpack — like the napkins,
straws & condiments you’d bag
for customers at the drive-through — knowing
how quaint the students will find handouts
of a poem they’d gladly read
on their phones, & because you reached humiliation
saturation level years ago, but far too late
to remember being ashamed by nothing,
you laugh — oh madcap, oh aging, oh absent-minded
Professor Me! — when they see, as you pass
them out, that each sheet has printed
a thumbnail portrait of you in the left corner
followed, two inches down, by
a tree
ppiness
which of course is not the poem you’d wished for
them to have, & when, after the half-
hearted laughter dies down, you take
out your phone & they take out theirs
& you read the poem out loud
from the tiny screen (you would have said
aloud, back when you worked drive-through,
though you did not think yourself a snob),
your hand held far in front so you can see,
you feel the poem give, give
utterly; you feel the poem
taken & received, a light in every face.
about the author