Michael Vick is Still Apologizing Somewhere for Abusing Dogs
Her lungs, the green tarps covering
abandoned buildings swallowed
& then spit out by the flood, Houston’s
unsympathetic hurricane. I didn’t toss
a dollar into a guitar case for the man
serenading the chapel’s ghosts because
what have I ever given except love’s
less than? His Beatles cover whirled
in me like a chihuahua thrown against
a wall that can run only in circles.
My body, a guitar ripped of its frame
& filled with dough, Vanilla’s the only
one to see me naked in over a year,
thighs that can’t get enough of each
other that they burn through denim
in order to touch. Michael Vick paid
someone $100 to dig two graves for dogs,
but that person refused to bury them, & I
hope for half that much mercy. I picture
my head in a bucket of water. My neck
in between nylon cord attached to a 2x4
because we’ve used up what’s left of our good.
This was supposed to be a love poem,
but what I’ve learned is that in the backside
of love’s hands are violences, just open up
Nilla’s mouth & count them. When he goes
to rest his hand on my shoulder, she
charges & barks & screams until she knows
I’m safe. No one else has done this
unless I’ve asked, not even my own body.
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