Love Poem as a Critique of Colonialism
I. Of course there is the losing oneself
in the islands of the tongue
(there is always the losing of islands
the ones of the mouth I mean oneself)
and the grappling with ropes
and robes unloosed and lying
lifeless at the feet of strangers
but this is only part
of love that is you’ve seen
only what you’ve survived
II. We were training horses
to be acquiescent in their bits
you stripped naked wet on the beach
before long we ourselves were horses
untrained and wild
bits spit out on the ground
I was dead as soon as the gods
whispered my name
I whispered
your name to the gods
III. By the time we remembered
ourselves from the stable we spotted
a pair of sallow ignoble creatures
in robes of gold and crimson sipping
ruby liquid chuffing
magnificent beasts yes but in the rolling
of the eyes the flesh the teeth
they are not comfortable
could not see us naked there
a gift only to ourselves and when
we neared they lashed us
with their tongues and gnashed their teeth in fear
IV. Not in their bodies at all purse-
lipped tidy crisp that they are
let’s remind them of the stint
before the thrum
of life squeezed out no more time
spent coupling splitting instead
entering instead spreading
like virus in the name of deliverance
but here I dissolve
for the shallow at the small
of your back like a pool
give me tongues escaped
from the mouth give me the un-
matched radiance of just-touched skin
V. Where languages merge
there do bodies and cuisines
and genes become themselves
more sophisticated
through involvedness but you
who enter and seek to own
you have taken enough
have given enough
deficit the language
of surplus creates an absence
elsewhere I would rather watch
you retreat than die
but the moment my breath
stops I lose nothing and you take
ten thousand new destroyers take
instead this horse this animal
will build you an army this army
will motivate a resistance this
resistance will relieve you
of your craving
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