My mother is asked to identify a body
& thank god it won’t have a name — not that she’ll need any help knowing
who I belong to. She knows my face as her own. Identical twinkles
lodged in our eyes; mine first appearing from a palm-twirled cord,
singing to a crush on a transparent landline. My mother held
every memory she ever made in her hands. That is why
we only spare two fingers to eat, dancing around the food
& forcing more grace with each swallow. She once apologized,
said “I honestly thought you’d get your father’s butt”
Yet, she could find my silhouette in any night, uncracked & lush
with obsidian, but never darker than her hair — once shrouded
over my crown, she laughed that we could be sisters. I don’t know
what the coroner will say–just that my mother won’t hear a word,
only her tears, feeling right at home upon landing & giggling
when my face takes forever to absorb their moisture.
She’ll know these pores stayed tight. We prepared,
our whole lives, for the open casket.
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