After Another Hospital Stay
I confuse all the trees for needles
on these steroids you fill
a vase with water and prairie aster late winter rain
striking the window like nailheads
I touch every bruised hole
across my veins ringed with adhesive
when I was a girl my mother taught me
to draw the does fleeing the buck
one day the world won’t have my body in it
or yours one day
I will reach for your palm and touch cloudshadow
someone else’s thirst haunting outside
my skeleton the way I love most
how these bones run beyond me full of our soft
and dangerous hearts the fence
tangled with the doe her hooves
another way to pray with nothing in the mouth
but how the sky breaks into branch shadow
on a window clawed tracks in the dirt
past the end of the road meadowlark and rusted screws
in the fence post a light behind the teeth
across the field across the little twisted spine and blood