Fragments of her
i.
I see the same image everywhere—
a woman alone somewhere in the woods
60 kilometres west of the city, wildflowers,
birch, evergreen slipping into her shadow,
dark heads, like those I am used to, glistening
with rain or bathwater or a slick auburn oil.
Tonight, I tell the story of the way her history
wound away from erudite mouths,
and how, abandoned, it sunk into the loam.
Or, at least I am making an attempt, tracing
lines across the syllables of a woman who
reappears like smoke at the edge of every
impossibility. And I am gentle, prying loose
the fibres of her dream, glucose and moss
flaking off its underside. I catalogue it all,
even those sounds half-hollow and so quiet
that I have to weave them with my own voice.
For example, I think I hear the rip and pull
of someone prising peel from starfruit,
a sweet and rattling friction, and gather the
elsewhere memory close to my skin.
I see it recur, this image, this woman,
in all the poems I harness into the world.
I beckon her from the margins and clean off the
groundwater still remnant on her imagination
until it becomes clear that the woods
are a placeholder for this duplication.
ii.
slick sounds tell the skin
rip into dream like this
hollow and see the woman
the clean image into loose example
the image
becomes an elsewhere groundwater
everywhere a weave margins
starfruit glucose reappears
i hear her mouths close
i am tracing rain away
the story into shadow
edge of auburn city into underside oil
same and rattling
all the sunk remnant poems
quiet birch to friction
still tonight i clear loam off
harness flaking wildflowers
memory that fibres
and with every prying peel
my duplication gentle until
heads gather
the kilometres prising from this
evergreen making her
syllables somewhere
smoke even in the woods
i beckon a glistening placeholder
i recur this image i am erudite
her alone half bathwater
pull this from her
woman pull woman gentle
i have that wound
imagination a dark history
catalogue all impossibility
used moss or voice
my sweet woods
image the abandoned world
her lines attempt