The Activity of Small Beasts
The TV teaches my parakeet televangelism.
My parakeet teaches my mother war.
My mother teaches ants the language of empire –
either you are killed or you die indeterminately,
difference being the countries bankrolling your revolution.
Soldier ants teach the lanternflies to taunt
what means them dead – to land on my collapsed
umbrella & flash the brilliant coquelicot
of their undersides, to make us see them
and be haunted by the absence we’ve ordained.
Lanternflies teach the fire escape: violence
is dictated by who wears the biggest boot.
The fire escape teaches the lillies – who teach
the beetles, who teach the magpies, who teach
the tadpoles, who teach the bullfrogs,
who teach the scurrying roaches –
iron’s secret to immortality, to rust
without succumbing to rain or winter
or the innumerable grievances of bipedals.
Roaches, teaching & learning nothing, instead inspire
bipedals to fear what happens when they close
their laptops and retire to their rooms
in their quarter-income lodgings. Last week,
the taxi cab in my dream drove into the vent
of a volcano and when it hit the magma
the dream reset. A thousand times:
the diving taxi, the unscathed occupant.
I woke up and nothing in my life had changed.
I went about my business uninterrupted. I brewed
my coffee. Recited my values at breakfast.
Funded wars and hospitals with spare change.
I wanted to feel bad but had laundry to fold.
Brunch to attend. No time for suffering.
Nothing to tell the dead that wouldn’t make them scream.