My Disorder
&, sure, the dream is lavish & wears desire
coyly—who wouldn’t allow their gaze
to follow blandly along the ghost trace
of a path through trees where wild
fruits catch the sun in the taut curves
of their skin?—O, to be a bird that could
easily bob through branches & settle
at the eating before dipping away
to another lure—but dreams are overrated,
unless your dream is the song
of what was I saying? O, winter sun
warm upon my face! I’ll sing then,
even in damning the bills. Sing
even to the lingering sense of failure
reddening my mask of shame.