Even the Very Hairs on Your Head Are Numbered
And when my hair fell in
unceremonious clumps,
I was not afraid. I became taller
than a petty angel.
My baldness stretched beyond the desert
and into exile.
I weighed the hairs of my head on the king’s scale
and crowned myself
with fine ornaments. I washed my feet
in forfeit strands
that sang of my unraveling. I was more
valuable than many sparrows.
I took the scales and divided the hair:
seven braids like cedar boughs.
My head was heavy from holding up the sky
and all my strength left me.
God used to say that a woman
must cover
her disgraced shaved scalp. How he would empty
the foreheads of the unworthy, let them wander
a long time in the shadow of his divine diss. So I am marked:
My hair was a flock of goats
descending Mount Gilead, and when it parted,
I was strung
between heaven and earth, unknowable to even myself.