Search Party
for J.D.
Faces down, headlamps lit,
searching for a fluorescent
red in underbrush. Sun
orange between bare trees,
while our feet work
their way through leaves.
We move slowly, in circles,
deeper into the holler.
The animal was wounded
somewhere in the dark,
alone and dying. Twigs
snapping, voices thin as
fingernails—where are you?
where are you? Soon, the world
was small enough to fit inside
my beam. I turn my head,
no blood but a gunshot beyond
my understanding of light.