In the City You Have Come Back To
Kids splash in the fountain as the honey locust scatters
its coins of summer light. The hole in time would drop you
into another year. But let the reckless sun
slip its slender fingers through the grass.
Your loneliness: put it away.
Rest for the heart’s republic, its tired populace
stretched out under the elm trees, cooking meat on grills.
Dogs tug at their leashes and kids spill
laughing, off their bikes. Take what little solace
you can take: the dappled dirty river, new freckle
on your wrist, the crevice of a knee
still damp with sweat. Name the plants
whose names you know: giant coltsfoot, celandine. Jewelweed,
next to nettle, cures its sting. Make of yourself
a solstice: resolute
and botched, if only for this hour
that meters day from night. The few things
that remain to you—that elegy, that disobedience—
cannot be taken now. You have grown in
around them, like a thicket
in a minefield. Like an oak tree
twined with stone.