Curious about the abyss, we tried to give it our heart
It was a golden record aboard the Voyager
destined to travel for forty thousand years.
We included the sound of thunder, greetings
spanning fifty-five languages, and the humming
of birds. Photos of sprinters with Borzov in the lead.
Sand dunes. Snowflake over the Sequoia. Jupiter
as round as a grape. I remember the sweetness
of purple that broke on my tongue tasting this
gem I took from my grandfather’s palm. I remember
weaving through traffic being carried in his bicycle
basket. I remember phone calls at noon asking me
what’s for lunch and if I did good today. When I
gently kissed his forehead before he finally departed
I wondered if across the cosmos he will be received
with tenderness the way the sacrum and coccyx held
the rest of him like a bride would a bouquet. What
can I offer the yawning black sea of stars in exchange
for safe passage. Shall I describe how his favourite
Cyd Charisse is a white petal who danced under
the soft-lit lamps of Central Park. Shall I say that
in my desk drawer lived old postcards I sent to myself
saying there’s space for you here. When they registered
the brain waves of young Ann Druyan for the disk
that would define the world they found foremost
in her mind was love. When the last gasp left his body
transforming him into a vessel for the long journey
what did I know thinking in an entire galaxy of words
I can plead come back come back to the waiting universe