You Should Know
Distance digs rows of forest and someone before me,
knows well the shape of their paths, the surviving.
I have a need to walk into an opera, a clearing in silent
eyes, to become reckoned with. Out there, crows warn
each other of a known Fate. Figureless and soaring.
In sleep, the revenant stitching of trees older than valleys.
Loss was a shadow puppet before me. What it sounds like is waking,
a clearing, a hand brushing my ear says my turn. In the night,
a dead father’s snore finds its way back
to a daughter. The missing’s litter in cloth and cans—those catatonic
woods. A reverie luring children away—suffering
is only there if someone’s looking. The sun gives before
the blinds open, a mother obsessed with what comes before
entry. Hand to the door, the eye a hole in her head. Out there,
beasts, some say, aliens, drift time. Open
a footpath, open a door. I only listen: the crows’
talisman in wings join the forest’s canopied
night. There will be wolves, deer chewing
twig and grass, their eyes wishful coins. The distant orbs
in the valley not home, not a village. The mountain-folk whisper uphill
when I leave the quiet of bed, warmth of stove.