Hiraeth, the Welsh Word That
Means Longing for Home, a Good
Poem Word My Friend Tells Me
but He Also Calls Dibs on It so
Hands Off Not That I’m Even Welsh
What will be the last song ever
played, notes drifting over some
ruinous hellscape. Ah, I do mean
played, not sung or dreamed. A
person selects it or it is shuffled
in. And, I mean, played via some
sort of device, like a record
player, a cassette deck, a holo
graphic transmitter. Hm, I was
trying to be deep, imagining
the easiest thing, humanity’s
demise. Do you think you’ll
hear it, the last song? Will you
even like it, or will it be one
of those songs that irritates you
at parties, dances, supermarkets?
I won’t hear it, let’s get that
straight. Like I’d be around, like
I’d be a little annointed so and so
who’d get the privilege of hearing
the last song played. Is that a
privilege? The European scientists
tell us it’s too late, we can do
nothing, climate bulking to wipe
us out, then they sip an expensive
wine. Post or pre apocalyptica
the easiest vision, a real genius
move to picture failure, I do that
every day for free. What if we
picture success, helping the poor,
the early victims — what if we
imagined doing something
for them? It might cost us a trip
across the country to trade beers
and lament our future failures.
It’s the white friends with their
very own houses on social media
who say it’s too late. Well can I
at least come over for dinner?
Can I hold the aux for a little bit?
I think I’m getting too specific,
the bird smashing its head into
the picture window. People only
like specificity, only like a
familiar melody, only like to
do a little nothing. The heavy
machinery breaking the gas line
causing thousands to evacuate
is music too. The squeal of the
rat as the child breaks its neck.
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